How Odd

Isn’t it interesting how nothing at all can destroy that scrap of confidence you’ve been trying to build your whole life?  Heh.  Guess I’m having one of my days.  One could find the positive since it has been many years since having one of my days.  My days aren’t about the positive though.

And yet this one is just a little different.  Should that be the positive taken from it?  I’m not sure.  It’s interesting, usually one large thing can happen which makes me need a day.  But today, instead we have many tiny things, unconnected things, converging from different aspects of my life causing today.  I’m smiling.  Not the cynical smile I try desperately to hide.  Not the fake smile you all know so well.  A genuine smile.  This is different than I’m use to.  Is this the positive move I’ve needed to happen for so long now?  I think it is.  So I raise my glass (My last 90 Minute IPA if you’re interested) and ask you to do the same.

Cheers and Hooray!